July 13, 1885

a grown orgasm filed
into

a lawsuit is the suicide of time

cursing such human
what passes

my mechanical mind at once conceived

what passes &
keeps on
the turning

July 14, 1885

the loving of
how some things ­are flesh
her breasts

my bump has shrunk in about two inches

her heart pulse
moving

July 21, 1885

love also changes
so machined

                  Arose early, to flirt with flowers.
Then my dream changed.

to rise
between planets

              so different from the method described in Ganot’s Physics

& by physics
anatomy of

the human larynx
wrecked by my awakening

                   vibrating strings & their feel-good properties

Then talked on the subject of the tender passion.

& by passion
pinkish petals